This Saturday, February 9, I lost a friend to a motorcycle accident. I met Henry just over 16 years ago working in admissions at Trinity Law School. He came to talk to me because he was interested in attending law school. The day I met him he walked in with the same exuberant smile that you see in the picture above, and his countenance never changed in all the years I knew him. Anyone who knew him can attest that Henry was glad to see everyone who crossed his path, and he was an encouragement to me whenever we spent time together.
When it comes to memories of Henry, there are too many to mention so I will only tell you of one here. One of my favorite recollections is when Henry, myself, and our good friend Ryan Theule represented the law school at a three-day music festival in Monterey CA called Spirit West Coast. The best part was that we decided, instead of getting a hotel, to sleep in a tent at a campground for three nights. Henry was exuberant in all aspects of life and this aspect carried over to the noises he made while sleeping. Ryan and I did not get an hour sleep that night because Henry sawed enough logs to devastate an entire forest. As we began stirring in the morning, standing in the cleared land that was now our campground, a couple neighbor campers came by to tell us that they too could not sleep thanks to Henry. Why would I tell you this? Because Henry’s response to all this is a perfect picture of who he was. Henry was slightly embarrassed, apologetic, and yet tickled pink at the entire scenario. His grin went ear to ear each time we brought it up as if he saw it as some kind of accomplishment. His thumbs would go up, his head would begin to nod slightly, and he would let out a slow and satisfied “YYYYEEEAAAAHHHH!”
One of the things Henry and I used to do when he worked with me full-time, is we would go to the used theology bookstore on lunch to find treasures. There are many things I could tell you about Henry, but there is one thing I can not leave out because it was the basis of so many of our conversations, and that was his love for the theological writings of the Puritans. I can still picture the day he returned, arms full, with all eight volumes of John Owen’s commentary on Hebrews. Henry was glowing.
What was it he loved so much about the Puritans? I believe it was their ability to speak to his spiritual condition. Like every Christian, Henry was a sinner saved by grace. The Lord called him out of a background of drugs, and other sinful choices. He knew what he deserved for his iniquities, and he knew, thanks to Jesus, he would not have to face that recompense. This is what bonded Henry and me. We also knew that even though we have been justified by the blood of Jesus, we were still fighting a daily battle with indwelling sin, and this is where the Puritans, the physicians of the soul, had their most profound effect on us.
Often, the Christian life is portrayed as one of constant victory, “if you have enough faith,” but this is not what is presented in scripture. Being a believer in a fallen world is one fraught with difficulties and disappointments, and that is on top of the daily battle with our own sinfulness. The Puritans understood this and this is why I believe they resonated with Henry so much. The joy that flowed from Henry was not contrived, it was real and it was deep, but this did not mean that Henry did not feel the weight of the world on a daily basis. Like the Puritans, he desired to grow into a holiness that he did not yet entirely possess in practice, but he did not place his hope in himself, or his ability to conform himself into the image Christ. He had laid that at the feet of Jesus.
Upon coming to Christ, Henry’s sins were forgiven. Any regrets he may have had from his past were wiped away, and the justice that those sins deserved, Jesus bore on the cross in his place. Henry was counted righteous in Christ because his sins were imputed to Jesus, and Christ’s righteousness was counted as his. This is justification. From there, the Lord begins the sanctification process. This is where we begin to actually become more holy in our daily living. The desire to be conformed to the image of Christ was something Henry pursued; though, like every other Christian, he did not pursue it perfectly. As Henry strove to grow in godliness, he kept his confidence in Jesus who promised to “complete the work he started in him.” (Phillipians. 1:6). It is with this foundation that any other obstacle can be endured, and this is what kept Henry smiling.
Henry has fought the good fight, he has finished his race (2 Tim. 4:7-8). He lived a life of hope and heartbreak, of discouragement and delight. In the midst of all of his successes and failures, the Lord never let go of his child. The last enemy that Henry had to face was death, and death will be the last enemy to be destroyed (1. Cor. 15:26). Jesus was not only delivered over to death for Henry and all who will place their trust in Him, but He rose for our justification (Romans 4:25). Anyone who believes in the name of the Son of God may know that they have eternal life (1 John 5:13), and Henry has taken hold of the eternal life to which he was called (1 Tim. 6:12).
I can remember the day I was married to my wife, Julie. I am the youngest of five and all my siblings had already been wed. As I stood there, I remember thinking, “this is actually happening to me. It is my turn to do what so many have already done.” Beforehand, it always seemed so far in the future, but there I was in the midst of it. The same could be said for so many other events in our lives, and the same could be said about the day we will die. Henry never would have thought that it would come so soon, but it was his time, and it will be our time soon enough. To paraphrase John Donne, there is a sense we need not ask for whom the bell tolls, it tolls for thee. Every death is a reminder that our time is coming.
Are you ready? Have you placed your faith in the atoning work of the only mediator between God and man; Jesus Christ (1 Tim. 2:5)? Are you living for the things that matter? As Henry found himself on his death bed, I am sure he would have told us, that so many of the anxieties he had held while living were driven by the pursuit of things that hold no ultimate value. I can say this because of my many conversations with him, and my own experience chasing the things of the world. Knowing Henry, if he could tell us anything now, he would tell us to “glorify God and enjoy Him forever. Any pursuit that does not have this as its ultimate aim is chasing the wind.”
I believe with all my heart that right now Henry is in the presence of Jesus. Henry has been conformed to the image of Christ now that he has seen Him face to face, and his hunger and thirst after holiness have been filled. I imagine soon, he will be sitting down with John Owen to discuss and the glory of Jesus. For those who believe, we will see Henry again, and at that moment his thumbs will go up, his head will begin to nod slightly, and he will let out a slow and satisfied “YYYEEEEAAAAAHHH!
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Do you have memories of Henry? I would love to hear them in the comments.
6 thoughts on “In Loving Memory of My Friend, Henry J. Maruyama”
I am so saddened by the news of Henry’s passing. Henry ALWAYS had a smile and kind words to share. Jesus’ light and love shun through him. It was always so nice to be greeted by Henry at Trinity. I pray Jesus wraps his family in His arms and gives them peace during this time.
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I attended Trinity at the same time as Henry. This is such sad news. I am so sorry to hear this. Henry was in a few my classes (as well as my then boyfriend now husband classes). When I was sent your blog by my husband and read that he had passed away – I sent my husband a text saying that “he was the nicest, happiest dude.” This is a beautiful dedication to him. Unfortunately, I was not close to Henry and I take all the fault in this, as I was a little anti-social. In spite of this Henry was always so pleasant and welcoming to me. Even on my dark days his exuberant “hi, how are you” would cheer me up. My sincere condolences. As believers, I know we will see him again.
Our sweet, funny friend Henry, uncle to my children, godfather and best bud to my son, friend to my husband since 3rd grade, has left this earth.
A constant source of laughter, always smiling, always ready for some fine scotch, a cigar, and some deep conversation, is no more. Our world is forever changed. Our hearts are broken.
As we move through these days of grief and share our stories of our beloved friend, tears come as we relay account after account, decade after decade. But there is one defining constant that we have found comfort in; the laughter. If there was one thing that you could always count on from Henry it was a big, wide smile, some giggles and guffaws, and his ever-present willingness to go above and beyond to get a grin on a forlorn countenance. Everything with Hank was a very easy groove. No pretense, no fakery, just genuine affection. The one thing our family has completely agreed upon as we remember him is that he was just so easy, so very easy to love. We find ourselves saying things like; “Henry would love this.” or “Hank would totally be in on that.” As it was with Henry, the stories, the laughter, the joys, all come naturally.
It will take some time to wrap our heads and hearts around the thought that he is not at the end of a phone line, or will not be there for another round of golf, or share a libation or two as we have an Inklings inspired spirited debate or conversation. I imagine those same thoughts are being shared among those who shared these things with Henry too.
Thank you for your lovely tribute. You captured him fully.
Renee (Pua) Huffine
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I know nothing about Henry. I have never met him, nor heard of him. I recently purchased a book titled “The Bible and The Future”, by Anthony A Hokema. Inside the cover this is written:. 12/91 with M. Sullivan concerning the ‘preterist’ hermeneutics. Henry John Maruyama.
He sounds like a great guy and after reading this post, I’m inspired to read the book and find out why this book was worthy of Henry’s time.
Thanks for the recomend Henry.
That is awesome. Henry was not a full preterist, but he loved studying theology, and understanding the different systems. Thanks for sharing.